at last...1 week long de funeral ended le....and tts the end of my semester 5 holiday oso.....

the funeral...1st day de ritual is like...so torturing sia....i cried....

then ton quite a few night there...play cards....mahjong.....gt win gt lose......
fold alot of paper money...at least 1000 or more.....tirey.....

5th day de ritual is super tiring...

last day.......went to mandai cremetorium...surprisingly...i didnt cried....already reach this stage le...no point cryin....juz let him go peacefully ba....

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suddenly gt this tot....life realli veri fragile.....nobody will know wat will happen next min...

a healthy person might juz kanna car accident...or even juz collapse becuz of some body system de problem and die in juz a few seconds......

i dunno when will be my turn....seriously...i gt abit scared....

juz imagine...ur heart might stop right after u read finish this post.....u wont get a chance to prepare...it juz come so sudden....so scary.....

im so scared....some1 comfort mi plz(gal preferred)....oops...