I...getting more dulan each day.....

i cant control my emotion le............

sibei buai song....how sia.....




3 weeks 2 days more for my FYP....final countdown le...

btw...ppl...stop saying we fyp slack juz becuz we use msn sometime...we do proj until wan die then ppl juz say we slack and deny all the effort we put in it....

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人出生就是为了等待死亡,感情开始就是为了等待结束。

你同意吗？

Yesterday kbox is cancelled...so in the end.....

went swimming with alex at hougang swimming complex....damn alot of ppl....tts why i dun like to swim on weekend...

miss the old days when during holiday....can go swim at some weekday morning and u ownself own the whole deep pool....damn shiok....lol....

swim about 11 laps nia jiu zhao le...coz alex buai tahan le...then wanna eat...

then went kovan market to eat.....alex book seat...ask mi to buy food 1st...then i walk round and round the market like 2-3 time still cant decide what to eat...hahas...

i like....veri indecisive when it comes to food....i ownself oso dunno why...bad habit ba...

then went heartland mall walk walk....they gt this new store....sell Green Tea Ice Cream...1 at $2.50.....So damn tempting....i like Green Tea Flavour!!! Argghhh...

Now going out to have breakfast with family.....tim sum.....oops...

even though i Jian Fei-Ing.....but i dun wan to reject my dad....wanna be a good son...lols...

but i wont eat alot lah...must control...lol....

okie..mum scold mi le...i go bath liao...sayox...

I cant believe it.....

The time like go back sec school era...

2ml...KBox thingy.....my poly frienx all decided nt to go le....

i dunno why the fuk lahs.....

1 dun wan go...then another 1 jiu dun wan go...then in the end all jiu dun go...

wtf??

i tot this One for All...All for One de system only popular during my sec sch life sia....

abd i tot this system are only for gays........i realli.....cant accept it....-_-...

its nt the 1st time already.....

Diao...my poly frienx still use this system sia.....i dunno is their friendship bonding too strong le....or is mi who is one who is anti-social/buay steady/paiseh kia....

aiyaz...suan le......for those who believe in the One for All..All for one system

i only have 1 question to ask u all...

你没有他or他们会死啊？




PS : im not realli angry lahs...becuz tis is u all de life....so i cannot control oso.....

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雨天过后就会是晴天。。

napfa training today.....errr....abit tirey sia....i damn weak...hais....

fukin stress coz my project encounter alot of problem and i dunno how to solve...arghhh....4 more weeks......must complete otherwise i realli fly kite...

i gt a qn to ask u all ....

1 ) if u go macdonald/7-11...and u wan to buy a drink....u will buy a Medium Coke which cost $2.05 or a Large Coke at $2.35??

i will buy large de...coz 30cents more nia....the difference between medium and large is alot lor....so...wat about u?

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爱一个人没有对或错。。只有应该或不应该。。。

Today.....i dunno why.......a veri..different day.....

i had a veri scary nightmare again....2nd time in 2 weeks....hate these nightmare...realli spoil my day....

woke up at about 7+....dad ask mi i wanna go sch today anot....amazingly...i say "go lor" ...hahs..

decided to wear slipper to sch today...wanna zhao fan...hahas....

reach sch...do proj...until 10am...then go break....eat wanton mee early in the morning....

lunch break....eat south canteen japanese food....bought wrong de...i wanna tt fry salmon de...but i ordered the bake salmon.....zzzz...oso eat a zicai chicken stick..

after sch....on the way home...went to hougang point....went to the toilet there...saw all 5 cubicle de door all close....4 red(locked) and 1 white(unlock)..so i push the white de...and yupx...i saw 1 guy sitting there shitting......

then i jitao..show tt..."errrr" de look...and walk away.......damn diaox lor....realli dunno wat to say....

then after tt went to the pohkim vcd shop walk 1 round....see gt simi new drama anot....i finally know the hero drama name le......
is
jumong : prince of the legend

k la...after tt went to buy a redbean mix kaya waffle despite my sore throat haven fully recovered.......today eat damn alot 1 can.....zui nie sia.....~_~

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没有人是完美的。。

so sick sia.....

serious sore throat

advantage : can sing ah du song...
disadvantage : ONLY can sing ah du song....

serious headache and giddiness

advantage : can do nth but sleep....
disadvantage : realli can do nth.....

bone ache and pain

advantage : dun need go napfa training
disadvantage : cannot train for napfa...


dunno 2ml going sch anot....body feel damn weak....hais..see 1st lah...
if 2ml still liddat...then i pon ten le...oops....cant wait to pon..wahaha..

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我好像有一点太高估我自己了。。

Chinese lesson #1

事半功倍 shi(4) ban(4) gong(1) bei(4) : 形容花费的劳力小，收到的成效大。

事倍功半 shi(4) bei(4) gong(1) ban(4) : 形容花费的劳力大，收到的成效小。



i dun think is my chinese gt problem worx.....hahs......i nv take chinese B...

How to clean automatic door



errr...what u wan mi to say....-_-'

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爱得越深，伤得越重

woke up...sms those frienx to ask whether they wan to go eat la mian anot......and the result is....none want.....hais...

bath and went out.....took bus 74 to interchange...then take 161 to woodlands.....and the total travel time is about 1 hr 30 mins.......zzzz.....

reach woodland...meet zigui and tk....then went to cwp foodcourt to eat.....i eat ban mian coz there nv sell la mian...arghh....

then after tt took bus 866 i think......to east coast park.......about 50mins trips....zzzzz....sibei far sia.......

cycle for 2 hr...then eat dinner at cwp there....

okie....retype...oops.....

Today went East Coast Park Cycle wif tk and zigui....shiok sia....but the travel time abit fuk up....from hougang to woodlands to eastcoast....about 3hr sia...diao..

this is the 1st time i cycle at ecp...hahas...coz of bad memories...so i dun realli like to go ecp...oops......

sorrie...no pictures today cuz....my NEW phone......err....no camera....oops......

i wan eat la mian!!! knn........dulanz...lols....

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我错了。。。其实。。放不放弃。。。并不能由我自己来决定。。。

Spent almost 3 hours doing this skin......from searchin via blogskins.com.... editing all those info....to put up imeem song....

super tirey sia.........hahas........tnx god its friday!!

i wanna eat la mian!~~~ ^^

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我好希望整个地球只剩下我和你...
这样我就能勇敢的说我还爱你。

SONG BO SONG BO SONG BO SONG BO SONG BO.......................................

finally.....watched Resident Evil: Extinction With Toh..zt..Stan.......hmm....this movie arhs....if gt watch part 1 and part 2......i think u should watch it oso lo....realli not bad....

i must admit that...i kanna chua tio alot of times during the movie.....hahahs.....those zombies always come up from no where and scare ppl lor....k la....i sit quite infront...then veri scary lahs...>_<''

errrr....i dunno lei....my mum say i veri stubborn sia...i ownself oso liddat think so...coz i ownself decide de thingy....i wont change my mind so easily de.....i say dun wan mean dun wan.....wan mean wan.........hmmx...stubborn considered good or bad?


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放弃你。。不代表不爱你。。。。。

烦。。。我好烦。。。。。

我好像爱上了一个我不该爱的人。。。

一直在想。。是我的错吗？

我也是情不自禁阿。。。。。。。。。。自己也很惊讶。。。

。。。我还以为只要给我一点时间。。。我就能够放得下她。。
可是。。真的没有料到。。。我已爱她爱得那么深。。。。

看见她幸福的样子。。。。总有一点不是滋味。。。
毕竟让她幸福的人不是我。。。

这几天一直在想。。。我应不应该把我对她的心情告诉她

这问题。。真的好难。。好难。。。。

告诉她。。可能连朋友都做不了。。

自己也不想将来会后悔。。。不想对不起自己。。。。

想了很久。。终于确定了。。。我也不知道这是不是最好的决定。。。

决定选择对不起自己。。。。。哈哈。。。我是不是很傻？？

竟然不打算面对面的告诉她。。。就让我在这里说出来吧。。

我真的好喜欢。。好喜欢你。。。。哈哈哈。。

虽然我知道你的心已有别人。。也知道你对我没有那种特别的感觉。。

可是。。我只想让你知道。。。

如果有一天。。。你感到寂寞的话。。

不要寂寞。。。因为在这个世界上的莫一个角落

有这么一个我。。。会永远站在你这边。。支持着你。。

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我相信他一定能给你幸福的。。。你。。。你就好好的幸福的活下去吧。。。。

STUPID TCS!!!

yesterday went to compass point to replace my SIM card...then miss the Goong S episode 1......fuk lah....then the TCS cfm nv show repeat de lor....sian lahs...miss 1st episode jiu no mood continue watch le....arghhh.....

somemore last year...i nv watch goong final episode cuz of night class...fuk lahs...spoil tempo lor....>_<''

no wonder SCV can own them...coz they always gt show repeat....haissss...how....
mobtv gt anot...ltr i go check ba..

replace SIM card nia...nt planning to buy new fone...coz none of them is i like de...no point buy a phone that ownself dun like? hahas...

maybe next time gt good de model come out...then consider change ba.....current jiu use Nokia 6100 ba....oops...downgrade.......or maybe my abit sot sot panasonic X70...hahas...

nokia 6100 power lei.....can use polyphonic ringtone....and gt infrared.......gt bounce(game)....dun need buy memory card oso can use...good sia...

tomorrow jiu week7 le...song bo.....left 5 week nia...damn fast...tahan abit more jiu over le....jia you jia you.....if my attachment still sucky...i realli will cry....hahahs...*pray hard*

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在人群中的你，总是能够轻易吸引我的目光。。

Been slackin during fyp for like....about 1 week le...everyday play online radio...psp....wikipedia....tok cork...forum.......hais...damn slack lah mi....next week must chiong project le...arbo i realli G_G

today after sch went eat botak jones wif chris..tk..zg........errr.....its was okok lahs....nt as good as i expect......i oso dunno hw to explain.....nth special....except the large serving...

i think i abit off frequency wif them le.....they 3 like...same freq de lorx....say jokes..crapping together....

....then i gt abit cannot catch wat they tokin.....lol...dunno lahs...haiyo....i think is my fault sia...i nv put in enough effort/time to chat/communicate wif them....

are they juz passer-by of my life...or some important characters of my life...??

but nvm la...after tt went amk hub arcade wif them....they play a few games jiu zhao le.....then jiu zhao lo...zhao home...lol.....liddat lo...errr....kk.....end of post

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竟然不能给你幸福。。。那我只好祝你幸福~

我想问大家一个问题。。。。。我算不算是个好人？？

okie....my suayness realli nth to say......

this morning went to jog wif zt at hg stadium....jog finish then realise...zt and mi de phone kanna stolen...my 50 bucks oso kanna stolen....smlj...tt $50 is meant to renew my PDL de....knn....

make a police report....but i think no much use de....deactivate tt sim card le...so i think for the time being....if anybody wanna contact mi....errrr....

errrrrrrr.......

dunno lahs......zzzzz

after tt went kbox wif zt....stress relief....sing non stop for 5.5hr....nw my voice like ah du le...zzzz........................




god..u think fun issit?

dun play le lahs..zzzz....i say give up le?

hais...

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我以为我会哭....但是我没有.

喜欢一个人。。。就应该牢牢保握住。。。你认同吗？

celebrate tk bdae today....went pizza hut to eat.....eat until damn full.....becuz we sing bdae song for tk inside the pizzahut...they give the birthday boy a free iceream sundae....woot....next time we go pizzahut....juz anyhow sing le....hahs

after tt went lanshop play dota.....hahas....damn long nv step in a lanshop and play dota le....think gt a few months le ba?

even though we lost the match but it was fun...hahs...damn funni sia...this bunch of frenx....

it was a simple celebration...happy bdae tk...=D

i will be waiting for the next outing....u know de..^-^








hais...i give up...god let mi off plz....

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只能说~~情不自禁啊。。

after sch went ntuc...zzz.....need some stuff.....i nt everyday go supermarket de worx.....zzzzzzz...aiyaz....-_-''

then found out...today....is the 1st week wednesday of the month....then must bring your own bag sia... coz of those global warming stuffs....lucky i only buy 2 thing nia...so i juz choose to put those stuffs in my bag.....be a part to save the world...hahas...

then went home eat dinner...bath...then went out to see dentist....

waitin bus at the busstop then came a 74 bus......wtf lor....a non-aircon de double deck bus.....i think gt like a few years nv take a non-aircon bus le.....sit upper deck...then the wind quite cooling...hahas..



oops...zi lian.....hahahahhaahahhaha.....eh......

recently...i feel that i start to lose control of my life le....must be god manipulating my life....trying to make fun of mi......since god wan to play...i will play along wif u...hahas...

my emotion veri ez kanna affected nowadays....maybe meditate works? hahas....tryin to do lame thing again....dun kan mi again worx...

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你能做我的天使吗? =X

02/10/2007.....52 days more to the end of fyp.....dun realli haf the mood to do the assignment le...hais...jason arh jason....

today during fyp....been trying different method to use msn...but in the end...feel that realli pointless to do such thing....take the risk of being caught and tio kan and keep living in "fear'...realli dun see the point...

going to meet tk they all on thursday.......abit dui bu qi them coz becuz of mi..they have to change from wed to thurs....realli not i wan de....paisehx lei...

from today onward...i going to treat every game or challenge or watever seriously....becuz i dun like to lose...especially lose to some ppl...

may 2ml be a better day...=D

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想走进你心里。。却发现你的心已有别人。。。

monday blues.....damn blue lorx...

after sch went hg mall wif toh......

top up my ezlink...book dental appointment...bought 1 comic book....didnt get to renew my pdl coz singpost 6pm close..zzz....

then pei toh go macdonald buy happy meal....yupx....u nv read wrongly....happy meal...19 year old de ppl still wan buy happy meal.....lamer lai de...lols...

bought 4 packet de milk....then reach hm...realise mum oso bought 4 packet....those HL big packet de....GG liao lor....nw fridge gt 8 packet....drink dao siao.....

decided to quit pool....hahahs....think alex going to kan mi....keep making stupid vow....

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双方面的付出。。。才会有美满的结局。。。。。